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[Oct. 7th, 2004|09:21 pm] |
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| | anthem of our dying day- - story of the year | ] |
You're a "Pink Angel". Now, just because
it may be a little bit of a feminin color
doesn't mean you're all girly and whiney.
You're very self-less and love to bring good
news to people because you like seeing people
happy. You have better manners than most and
people love how polite you can be. You're
friends love that they hardley ever get in
arguments with you and can barely get mad at
you! You're friends and family mean so much to
you and it takes more than a fight to break you
away from them. (If you can't see tje pics, go to
my homepage and look near the bottom and find
your result)
What Color Angel are You? (PICTURES)
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 14th, 2004|01:18 pm] |
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| | you're a god- - vertical horizon | ] |
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| new and improoooved schedule!! =D |
[Aug. 30th, 2004|09:36 pm] |
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| |  ecstatic | ] |
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| | i will buy you a new life - - everclear | ] |
1. foods/harvey
2. world lit/searle
3. marketing/thomas
4. economics/blanton
5. math/meier
and thats it bitches, i get to leave after morning classes...it pays to work your ass off for three damn years |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 24th, 2004|10:18 pm] |
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| | on the way down - - ryan cabrera | ] |
You are water. You're not really organic; you're
neither acidic nor basic, yet you're an acid
and a base at the same time. You're strong
willed and opinionated, but relaxed and ready
to flow. So while you often seem worthless,
without you, everything would just not work.
People should definitely drink more of you
every day.
Which Biological Molecule Are You?
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| Long Time Runnin' |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|07:28 pm] |
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| | Dust On The Bottle - - David Lee Murphy | ] |
Wow its been a long time since i've written in this thing. I guess i'll start at going to SSP. It was fun, I love arizona, so the atmosphere was perfect. We got to sleep outside, under the stars, it was beautiful. I had so much fun while i was there, i decided to go back next summer before my final week as a camper, and train to be a staff the following year. =D The staff this year was awesome. Kelly, Cathy, Katie, Rob Chef Rob, Rob Construction Rob, Nick, and Wes were all so fun to hang out with.
I got home and went straight back to work =/ but i guess its ok because im making lots and lots of money. 40 hrs a week can be overwhelming, but i guess its better than nothing right?
I hung out with Mikey, Jared, and Dan alot these past weeks. they're great guys, so much fun...
Jared made me watch fight club, it was actually a really good movie, Brad Pitt is so hott!!
I went to dinner with Rob Chef Rob last night, because he's home from traveling all over the west coast. i couldn't find where we were supposed to meet in Walnut Creek so i had to call Zack for directions lol.
I went to go see AVP with Brian and Jake. Brian got me my ticket, and Jake got us food, good times.
Thats about it!! I can't believe schools starting soon...thats horrible, summer should last forever |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 28th, 2004|09:58 pm] |
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| | everytime- - britney spears | ] |
98% of the teenage population does/has tried pot. If you're part of the 2% who hasn't, copy this in your journal.
yeah anthony!! lol |
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| uhhhh |
[Jun. 26th, 2004|09:24 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | "you are my shining star" commercial | ] |
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| Graduation |
[Jun. 16th, 2004|07:53 pm] |
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| |  sad | ] |
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| | lullaby--creed | ] |
so you did it. you graduated. i never thought this day would come. seriously, i thought we were going to be kids forever, and now you're making plans to move to LA and become some famous film maker dude. i remember the first day we met, in french, i thought you were the most ignorant, stuck up jock i'd ever met. then i got to know you. man we've had such good times over the years, if i listed out all the inside jokes it'd take about 15 pages. you were there through everything, and you never questioned me once, you just offered advice. sometimes i took it, and sometimes i didn't, but you were right every time. through all my guys, and through all your girls we somehow made it. through parents, teachers, friends, those who said we'd end up resenting each other, it didn't happen. i'm sure glad it didn't. you were there for me whether i needed help in math, or a crying shoulder. i will never forget everything you've done for me, and how much you've affected my life. from having karaoke parties on the phone, and long drives, to dancing on my front porch, i can't count the times we've made fools of ourselves, and how much it didn't matter. you are my best friend, and you mean so much to me. i don't know what next year's going to be like, and im not sure i want to either. regardless of what i want, it's going to happen, but i cannot tell you how much im going to miss you when you're gone. watching you walk across that stage almost made me lose it. you're all grown up, i wont be there to watch you at football games, or tell you to not talk in your scottish accent and soccer games. you make me laugh everytime we talk, you are the best friend anyone could ever ask for, and i didn't even ask for you, we just kinda clicked. i will miss you so much, but i will always be here for you. i kept my promise didn't i?? i told you i'd be there for you on your graduation day, and i was... i will never foget all you've taught me, and all the experiences we've had, you're my best friend dow, i hope it never changes. |
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| summer schooooool =/ |
[Jun. 16th, 2004|08:41 am] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
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| | happy endings-- AAR | ] |
first day of summer school, thats what i get for fucking up for one quarter i guess. oh well it all counts. i have mr. robbins for my teacher, so you know its gonna be so much fun and really easy =D
senior next year!! can't wait, it's going to go by so fast, but then graduating, and all that, its gonna be awesome.
and if only my car worked...that'd be great.
Summer's gonna rock, i can already tell, pool parties everyday, hanging out with friends, seeing family i haven't seen in years, i cant wait!! =D |
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| hmmm...how does this not seem right??? |
[Jun. 11th, 2004|11:43 pm] |
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| | confused | ] |
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| | You're My Kind Of Crazy- - Brooks and Dunn | ] |
So Blake got fired tonight...
I have to say i did not see that one coming.
He does a lot more than other employees that just sit around doing nothing.
Alyse a new inside joke: Singing country at the top of our lungs.."Buddy, you can't do that, it's a speaker!!!" " Class of '05!! We're seniors!! And we don't fucking work at Qzar!!! YEAAAAAAHHHH!!!" |
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| Finals...Round One |
[Jun. 9th, 2004|08:48 pm] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | When The Sun Goes Down - - Kenny Chesney | ] |
first day of finals....
pretty easy for the first 1 1/2 hours
just had to sit and listen to speeches all period, which wasn't bad at all
second half of the day was horrible
my calculator broke before the test even began
the teacher was bitchy
the test was 100 questions long
you had to memorize all the formulas, write them down on a piece of paper, and then show step by step even if you did it with a calculator (which i didn't have) what you did
halfway through the period i pleaded with her to let me go borrow one from the office, all i can say is thank goodness my ex. boyfriends mom works in the attendance office, cause she had jeff's really nice graphing one she lent me, such a nice lady...
so the first day of finals was easy and hard, only one day total till schools out for the summer!!! =D |
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| im done |
[Jun. 4th, 2004|11:35 pm] |
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| | peaceful | ] |
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| | Paved Paradise- - Counting Crows | ] |
so yeah no more qzar, as of friday the fourth i am officially no longer a member of the "qcrew" and i personally dont care. the job itself was nice because it was flexible hours, and easy to get to from home, but the people and the atmosphere brought it down most of the time. thanks to the people who made it worth working there for as long as i did, thats to: andrew, sean, eric, charlie, and blake...you guys are awesome, without you i wouldn't have lasted, i owe you. it was a good experience, that opened my eyes to alot of things i probably wouldn't have experienced until later on in life. although the drama was certainly a downfault, there are plenty of experiences i will not forget, and some i wish i could. with it all said and done, it was bound to happen sooner or later, whether i would've gotten fired or quit, but i'm glad i had that chapter in my life. it was almost a year, and best of luck to those of you who are still there. |
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| ...do i even have to say it?? |
[Jun. 1st, 2004|10:41 am] |
so im sitting in qzar, reading a book, waiting for my friend to meet me there, because i didn't want to waste gas and crap like that...
andrey comes on shift and tells eric to clean under all the booth seating with the vaccumn, while eric has done nothing but work all day with marc, andrey proceeds to putt putt around looking like he's doingn something. so i have nothing better to do, so i help eric put the tables back, and then blake comes and takes over cause i wasn't on shift, so i sit down and and start reading my book again. blake then asks for my keys, and so i give them to him because he doesn't have his own set yet. so then andrey makes a trip around the lobby, and comes up behind me and says
Andrey: jessica i need to talk to you
Me: ok?
Andrey: you cannot be in the store right now, you are no longer welcome in the store on my shift, im sick and tired of you distracting my employees, you need to leave now
Me: alright...
then blake gives me the "wtf" look and i take my keys and proceed to sit outside on the bench and wait for my friend.
can you say holding onto the past? HE CAN!! |
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| Everything :D |
[May. 26th, 2004|11:11 am] |
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| | love rollercoaster - - ohio high flyers | ] |
Wow its been a while since i've written in this thing, i've just been so busy with school and work and stuff that i've sorta been discomboulated for the past month. everything seems to be getting better and its been so much fun since prom, dont ask me why, all my friends are getting along and sea cows have departed the planet, so all is good with pleasanton at the moment...
so yeah im going to fanime, not for the whole weekend, just to hear the best of pts on friday at four then im back to ptown... it should be fun, im excited to see what the guys have put together. after that wild time im headed out to matt's to have a crazy get together before everyone graduates and leaves me here... its going to be sad yet so much fun. summer is almost here i can feel it, i dont even care if i have to go to summer school, it'll be worth it.
Powder Puff is next week, and after the game is the dance, i'm glad im not playing this year those seniors are large and in charge, they dont even have to cheat to win, '05 is going to get slaughtered...
i got my six months on monday so it is now legal to drive everyone places :D feels kind of nice to not have to worry about that anymore, and so far no more trouble with the POlice, thank god.
Steve is coming in a month :D i can't wait to see him, and then since Kelly's bro lives in santa rosa, we will be taking frequent road trips up there to visit him and steve :D yay!!
Prom pix are coming soon, my mom put them in for overnight today so by tomorrow i should see the funniness of everyone and everything that happened that night :D seans mom took pics but they didnt' turn out that well cause her digi cam wasnt working i guess, oh well i can't wait!!
Dow's going to UCLA in a couple years, buddy if your reading this i donno wat im gonna do without you here to keep me in line, its going to be so different with you just not at my school, let alone down in LA, you know socal isn't that nice of a place, no one would blame you if you stuck around another year or so... but i know you gotta do wat you gotta do, and i respect you for that, hell without you i wouldn't be where i am today, you mean alot to me, i hope you know that, and on june 11th im gonna be there to see you graduate ok?
speaking of june 11th that IS the last day of school and s u m m e r of 04 is going to be so awesome!!! with steve coming down, and taking at least one road trip to zona, plus SSP, i think this will be one of the best summers yet, and i can't wait to see what happens!! :D
everything is changing, i can't believe im going to be a senior, and im graduating in just a year, its gone by soo fast, i remember frosh year going to dances thinking it was so much fun, then being with jeff until sophomore year and going to every football game at school and in the bay area, then junior year which has been the hardest academically i've ever endured and im so glad that its over, and seeing some of my friends graduate is probably harder than im making it out to be. it'll all hit me during finals week, and it'll be a rush of something, im not sure yet, we'll find out though. other than that i can't wait, and im counting the days until i graduate and get to go to france! yaya!! well thats all for now...
jess |
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| Stella Blue |
[May. 16th, 2004|08:01 pm] |
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| | stella blue- - grateful dead | ] |
stella blue is my auntie and uncles dog, beautiful german shepard, and yes named after the grateful dead song "stella blue"...the first day they got her i was 4, and i was in pre school, when my aunt came to pick me up, she said they had a suprise in the car, and i said a cherry icee??? and she laughs and says no, when we got to the car this cute little puppy was howling at the top of its lungs, i screamed for joy and jumped in the car, this dog was everything, playful, never did anything to hurt anyone, and was kind...today i get home from lunch and my little cousin will, hes only 5, comes up to my room and says, stella's going to die tomorrow, she's going to doggie heaven...i about broke down right there, oh man....im gonna miss that hound
All the years combine
they melt into a dream
A broken angel sings
from a guitar
In the end there's just a song
comes crying like the wind
through all the broken dreams
and vanished years
Stella Blue
When all the cards are down
there's nothing left to see
There's just the pavement left
and broken dreams
In the end there's still that song
comes crying like the wind
down every lonely street
that's ever been
Stella Blue
I've stayed in every blue-light cheap hotel
Can't win for trying
Dust off those rusty strings just
one more time
Gonna make em shine
It all rolls into one
and nothing comes for free
There's nothing you can hold
for very long
And when you hear that song
come crying like the wind
it seems like all this life
was just a dream
Stella Blue |
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| *PROM* |
[May. 16th, 2004|02:30 pm] |
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| | the way you make me feel -- MJ | ] |
prom was awesome
i got to seans house and i walked in his front door and his whole family was there, cousins, grandmas, grandpas, uncles, aunts, you name it...it was sorta embarassing, but fun to meet everyone
after that we went to jeffs house, i thot it may be a little akward, all things conisdering(those of you who know the story know what im talking about)and i guess he gave my mom a big hug when she got there and started talkin to her about my family and stuff...when i got there he gave me a hug too, gina didn't like that too much, well its obvious she doesnt like me, but other than that all my friends were there and we had fun taking the pix and being goofy...
after jeffs we headed over to the school to take the professional pix, it was fun, took a lot of time, saw a sea cow or two...lol but other than that it was fun
we headed off to mcdonalds to grab some grub b4 we went to the dance becuse normally the food isn't too hot there, but we were driving in solbergs lincoln continental, basically a big white boat with hydrolics and suicide doors, fully equipped with a strobe light and AM radio that only plays KFRC, totally awesome
we got to the dance and we had this tailgate jam in the parking lot, we had 50 ppl dancin around perkos truck havin a good time
they finally let the doors open and we had dinner, well some of us, then everyone started dancing, me lyndsie eddy and brandon went exploring around the complex cause crappy music was playing, and then after that we found our group and started dancing
seans(my date) ex gf called him while we were there so he got all emo and one of his "friends" stole him away, so i just danced with everyone, it was a lot of fun, it sucks that that happened to him, but i had fun, and in the end he did too i think
after the dance we went back to rich's house and ate tons of food...i dont think i'll touch another taquito for a long time and then at 230 we all went home and went to bed
it was an awesome night, and im glad everyone had fun!! =D |
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| **prom** |
[May. 15th, 2004|01:11 pm] |
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| | excited | ] |
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| | drinkin' bone- - tracy byrd | ] |
okay its prom day!!! so exciting, my dress looks beautiful and sarahs coming over soon to do my hair and makeup...girly stuff blah, but it has to be done!! i haven't screwed up my nails, yet, and everything is going smoothly, =D pictures at jeffs tonight...with no akwardness at all! life is good, and all my friends will be together and just chillin, its gonna be an awesome night, i can't wait to take pictures and all that =D food sounds yummy, but u never know, so me sean lyndsie and solberg will be hittin up mcdonalds on the way there, heck yes!!! the only downside will be that the jr prom song is...take my breath away by jessica simpson, blah, oh well its still gonna rock!! |
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| stab stab stab |
[May. 11th, 2004|09:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | in pain | ] |
| [ | music |
| | spirit in the sky | ] |
yeah so today i was hurry hurry hurry, my eye was killing me, it ws the last day to buy prom tickets, organizing this damn assembly plus studying for a major vietnam test tomorrow, and i had to babysit because krystal is in hawaii...it was so much, so i finally got to the babysitting thing and everything was goin fine, i was stressed and what not, but the kids are cute, i was doin alright, then she wanted frozen yougurt, and not the yummy ice cream kind, but these "gogurts" that the mom freezes and u have to use a sharp knife to cut them up the way she likes it, so the first round went ok, but then she had to have a SECOND round...so im cuttin, trying to go faster so she will stop complainin about being hungry and all of a sudden i feel this amazingly horrible pain coming from my left hand, and all this blood is rushing out of this deep cut...i run over to the sink, grab a wash cloth, and start putting pressure on it, i lost so much blood that i had to go to the damn ER, thank god i didn't need stitches, but apparently i was so pale and i struck at least three nerves in my hand,right in the meat and muscle of the hand, i feel fine, i could even drive my car home, it just took me about 45 min to type all this and if it still hurts i wont be able to play piano in the youth service coming up =( bad times |
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